The reality star admitted her relationship with the ‘Saturday Night Live’ alum ‘made me forget’ her divorce from Kanye West
Kim Kardashian reflects on the consequences of her divorce from Kanye West.
On Thursday’s episode of The Kardashiansthe 42-year-old reality star confessed to her sisters Kylie and Kendall Jenner that she ‘jumped into another relationship so quickly’ with Pete Davidson following her 2021 divorce from the 46-year-old rapper.
“It took my mind off it and it’s no way to run away from it,” she said.
She then developed a new mantra, telling her sisters, “It’s better to treat. Heal… Treat, heal and then feel.
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Despite the controversy surrounding her ex-husband, Kim confessed that she doesn’t want to view her experience “negatively.”
“I’m not going to take all the experiences and bad things that have happened to me and carry them into my life,” she explained. “What am I supposed to learn from this?” How will this make me a better person? »
In last week’s episode, the mom of four collapsed in front of her sister Khloé Kardashian due to Kanye’s outbursts.
“It sucks when someone doesn’t see how different they are,” she explained in a confessional. “I always go [keep looking for that person.] You’ll always hope you’ll see a glimpse of it, and I hope you do.”
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Kanye West and Kim Kardashian attend WSJ Mag’s 2019 Innovator Awards
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Kim continued, “It’s really confusing to me, it’s so different from the person I married. He’s the one I loved and he’s the one I remember. I’ll do anything to get that person back.
“I feel so bad for him,” she continued. “I don’t even think he feels bad because I don’t even think he knows how,” she said, revealing that she hadn’t told Kanye about his anti-Semitic rants online for fear “he’d probably come after me.”
In March 2022, Kim and Kanye divorced after six years of marriage. The former couple started dating in 2011 and welcomed their first daughter North, 10, in June 2013. They ended up getting married in 2014 and have three more children: Saint, 7, Chicago, 5, and Psalm, 4.
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Kim and Pete, 29, started dating in the fall of 2021 following the reality star’s debut on SNL. The romance came months after Kim filed for divorce.
As Kim and Pete’s relationship flourished, Kanye launched several attacks on the couple online and in the press, including in a video for his single “Eazy,” in which the rapper kidnapped, tied up and buried a plasticine version of Pete.
In the Season 3 premiere of The Kardashians, Kim admitted she felt “a lot of guilt” after their split since Pete “went through a lot because of my relationship [with Kanye].”
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The season 3 finale of The Kardashians airs next Thursday at 12 p.m. ET / 9 p.m. PT on Hulu.
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